Do not move..

Do not move..

Do not move, sit with me
Do not ask me to move, just sit with me
Feel the pain, the paralyzing pain
let it make it gasp, the blood rushing through your veins
Let it spread through your body
let it seep like rain on the barren land
the numbness that grabs me, drags me into the dark hole
like a venomous snake it crawls down my body
the thousand screams within me that never get to breathe this very air
the silent cries stream down my kohl stained cheeks
let your dreams be gouged out from the hollow of your eyes
let the fangs of the serpent bury deep into your lifeless body
let it tear through the numbness and poison your being
then my friend on that cold hard floor will lay your bare body
with an all consuming love,the one you seek in this world
the pain will sweep you into its arms,calming down your struggles
embracing the burden you carry around, the betrayals of your own
And that's when you will smile at the pleasure of being crucified
Do not move, not just as yet
Let the pain paralyse your being

Mere haathon ki tanhayee

Mere haathon ki tanhayee

And this one was long overdue..

Woh kehte the agar bichde to kaise yaad rakhogi
Main has ke taal deti thi tumhare in sawalon ko
Taakti thi main chupke se hatheli ki lakeeron ko
Bina soche meri nazrein tere haathon pe tham jaati
Mere mann ko pata tha ye, agar ye haath chhutega
Meri aankhon ka har zarra tera ye saath dhundega
Sitam takdeer ka keh lo ya ise teri bewafai
Par in aankhon ki virani main hotho tak nahi laayi
Safar ye zindagi ka main bhi bakhoobi guzarungi
Palat ke haath ye mera, lakeeron ko chupa dungi 
Na koi shaks dekhega, fir in haathon ki tanhayee
Sitam takdeer ka keh lo ya ise teri bewafai..
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वो  कहेते   थे  अगर  बिछड़े  तो  कैसे  याद  रखोगी 
मैं  हँस  के  टाल  देती  थी  तुम्हारे  इन  सवालों  को 
ताकती  थी  मैं  चुपके  से  हथेली  की  लकीरों  को 
बिना  सोचे  मेरी  नज़रें  तेरे  हाथों  पे  थम  जातीं 
मेरे  मन  को पता  था  यह , अगर  यह  हाथ  छूटेगा 
मेरी  आँखों  का  हर  ज़र्रा  तेरा  यह  साथ  ढूंढेगा 
सितम  तकदीर  का  कह  लो  या  इसे  तेरी  बेवफाई 
पर  इन  आँखों  की  वीरानी  मैं  होठों  तक  नहीं  लाई 
सफ़र  यह  ज़िन्दगी  का  मैं  भी  बखूबी  गुज़ारुंगी 
पलट  के हाथ  यह  मेरा , लकीरों  को  छुपा  दूंगी 
ना  कोई  शख्स  देखेगा  फ़िर  इन  हाथों  कि  तनहाई 
सितम  तकदीर  का  कह  लो  या  इसे  तेरी  बेवफाई ..

Oh My My....!!!!

My first happy happy poem :)  :)

Stay Happy!!

Oh When I hear you smile

I go Oh My My....!!!!

My heart jumps an extra mile

I got a twinkle in my eye

Is this love at first sight

Have I really got it right

One more look my silly boy

N I'll go all coy coy

In the lobby down the hall

In the lift so small

My heart jumped to cloud 9

I love I perish I pine

Will you please say it now

And I don't care how

Just say it out aloud

In the middle of the crowd

2nd floor was announced

N our love unpronounced

I caught hold of the door

Cuz I could wait no more

the butterflies flew

yes this moment was so true

your eyes an ocean blue

on my forehead drops of dew

Words began to fail me

heart began pacing now

From the corner of my mouth

"Heya" was all I could get out

You jus walked past me

the rhythm was all gone

How could you not see

My heart so forlorn

It will b another day

In March April or May

When I'll hear u smile

N ill go Oh My My....!!!!

A loss without a sound..

Own I mirrors of disguise
Faithfully guarded in the beautiful eyes
Reflections that you often see
Are far away from the reality.

Strangers are they, they do deceive
the truth is not what you may perceive
Underneath the layer of kohl lie
Deepest secrets of the darkest nights

Observing the world around
The chains of society to which we are bound
Filled upto the brim about to splash
Memories so vivid begin to flash

An eerie silence engulfs the kingdom
Each breath demands its freedom
pillars of strength begin to yield
the raging waves horror unleashed

A struggle so helpless on trembling rocks
Dragged into the whirpool, the devil mocks
Downfall of a soul grovelling on the ground
A painful loss without a sound.....